christina_1234
- christina_1234
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About christina_1234
hi my name is christina but you can call me chris
Ders nowt to tell. im 14 years old n all i want is to get through live, 5ft 4, into gothic stuff and named clothin coz dey last longer n look nicer dan cheap cloths like wearin black n long baggy jeans. i hate trying to fit in at home, im constanly trying to fit in where i live
Music Linkin Park, Within temptation, Enrique Iglesias, the 69 eyes, fort minor, slipknot, papa roach, stone sour, sisters of mercy, good charlotte, OPM, still remains, cradle of filth , lordi, U2, HIM, lostprophets, panic at the disco, metallica, guns n roses, bon jovi, the rasmus, nightwish, lacuna coil, disturbed, trivium and more.....
Films THE ZODIAC n saw 1, 2, 3 n underworld 1 n 2 n hellraier 1, 2, 3, 5 n pirates of the caribbean 1, 2, 3 n prison break n hannible risin n satans little helper hahaha
I dreamed I was missing, you were so scared But no one would listen, 'cause no one else cared After my dreaming, I woke with this fear What am I leaving when I'm done here?
So if you're asking me, I want you to know
When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest, don't be afraid I've taken my beating, I've shared what I made I'm strong on the surface, not all the way through I've never been perfect, but neither have you
So if you're asking me, I want you to know
When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest Leave out all the rest
Forgetting all the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well Pretending someone else can come and save me from myself I can't be who you are
When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest Leave out all the rest
Forgetting all the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well Pretending someone else can come and save me from myself I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are
I'm tired of being what you want me to be Feeling so faithless Lost under the surface Don’t know what you're expecting of me Put under the pressure Of walking in your shoes (caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow) Every step that I take is another mistake to you (caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)
I've become so numb I can't feel you there Become so tired So much more aware I'm becoming this All I want to do Is be more like me And be less like you
Can't you see that you're smothering me Holding too tightly Afraid to lose control Cause everything that you thought I would be Has fallen apart Right in front of you (caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow) Every step that I take is another mistake to you (caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow) And every second I waste is more than I can take
I've become so numb I can't feel you there Become so tired So much more aware I'm becoming this All I want to do Is be more like me And be less like you
And I know I may end up failing too But I know You were just like me With someone disappointed in you
I've become so numb I can't feel you there Become so tired so much more aware I'm becoming this all I want to do is be more like me and be less like you
I've become so numb I can't feel you there (I'm tired of being what you want me to be) I've become so numb I can't feel you there (I'm tired of being what you want me to be)
In this farewell There’s no blood There’s no alibi ‘Cause I’ve drawn regret From the truth Of a thousand lies
So let mercy come And wash away What I’ve done
I'll face myself To cross out what i’ve become Erase myself And let go of what i’ve done
Put to rest What you thought of me While I clean this slate With the hands of uncertainty
So let mercy come And wash away What I’ve done
I'll face myself To cross out what i’ve become Erase myself And let go of what i’ve done
For what I’ve done I start again And whatever pain may come Today this ends I’m forgiving what I’ve done!!!
What I’ve done Forgiving what I’ve done
I'll face myself To cross out what i’ve become Erase myself And let go of what i’ve done
And the tears fall like rain Down on my face again Oh the words you wouldn't say And the games you played With my unfoolish heart Oh I should have known this from the start
Oh the winter and spring Going hand in hand Just like my love and pain How the thought of you cuts deep within the vain Oh this brand new skin stretched across scared terrain
I don't wanna be let down I don't wanna live my life again Don't wanna be lead down the same old road So I don't wanna be let down I don't wanna live my lies again Don't wanna be lead down the same old road
Oh..
All those years down the drain Love was not enough when you want everything What I gave to you and now the end must start Oh I should have listened to my heart
'Cause I don't wanna be let down I don't wanna live my life again Don't wanna be lead down the same old road So I don't wanna be let down I don't wanna live my lies again Don't wanna be lead down the same old road
Oh...
I don't wanna be let down I don't wanna live my life again Don't wanna be lead down the same old road So I don't wanna be let down I don't wanna live my lies again Don't wanna be lead down the same old road
It's easier to run Replacing this pain with something numb It's so much easier to go Than face all this pain here all alone
Something has been taken From deep inside of me A secret I've kept locked away No one can ever see Wounds so deep they never show They never go away Like moving pictures in my head For years and years they've played
If I could change I would Take back the pain I would Retrace every wrong move that I made I would If I could stand up and take the blame I would If I could take all the shame to the grave I would
If I could change I would Take back the pain I would Retrace every wrong move that I made I would If I could stand up and take the blame I would If I could take all the shame to the grave
It's easier to run Replacing this pain with something numb It's so much easier to go Than face all this pain here all alone
Sometimes I remember The darkness of my past Bringing back these memories I wish I didn't have Sometimes I think of letting go And never looking back
And never moving forward so There'd never be a past
If I could change I would Take back the pain I would Retrace every wrong move that I made I would If I could stand up and take the blame I would If I could take all the shame to the grave I would
If I could change I would Take back the pain I would Retrace every wrong move that I made I would If I could stand up and take the blame I would If would take all the shame to the grave
Just washing it aside All of the helplessness inside Pretending I don't feel misplaced Is so much simpler than change
It's easier to run Replacing this pain with something numb It's so much easier to go Than face all this pain here all alone
(It's easier to run) If I could change I would Take back the pain I would Retrace every wrong move that I made (It's easier to go) If I could change I would Take back the pain I would Retrace every wrong move that I made I would If I could stand up and take the blame I would I would take all my shame to the grave
Julien K
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- maryport, cumbria, uk
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- High/Secondary School
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- Don't Care
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Currently
- Watching
- Linkin Park minutes to midnight dvd
- Listening to
- Linkin Park
Love
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- in a Serious Relationship
- Kids
- None Yet - Someday
- Zodiac Sign
- Taurus (April 20 - May 20)